Fri Jul 16, 2010 12:49 am by Karana Malora
And suddenly, there were people.
This happened a lot around Karana, it seemed, and always when she wasn├óÔé¼╦£t expecting it. There would be moments, long moments, of complete aloneness. Just Karana and the situation, which was usually loaded to the brim with some sort of evil emotional tension. And she├óÔé¼Ôäód spend more moments (long moments) wondering when someone was finally going to show up and help her out. And then when she stopped wondering, people would appear. It was a familiar pattern, and something about it was oddly comforting.
Except for this situation. Karana was too out-of-it to feel comfort on any level. She didn├óÔé¼Ôäót even know what she was feeling. Or if.
It was Dazac. Karana was 99% sure of it. She screwed up her face and squinted her eyes, trying to make the blurry double images merge back into one. Her throbbing head and urge to sleep weren├óÔé¼Ôäót helping matters, but she finally managed to clear her vision a bit. The armor, facemask, that posture├óÔé¼┬ªDazac always stood with his hands clenched into fists, shoulders back, and chin level. And then he spoke, and Karana found herself wrestling away from Wade and stumbling across the jungle floor to fall into Dazac├óÔé¼Ôäós arms.
Something happened somewhere inside her. She couldn├óÔé¼Ôäót pinpoint exactly where, but she could feel it in her stomach and her chest. The feeling was indescribable. Almost light a tightening? It would quiver, as if in anticipation. It usually happened when you were angry or upset about something, but it wasn├óÔé¼Ôäót always a bad feeling. Sometimes, it made your happy levels so high you actually cried. Karana didn├óÔé¼Ôäót like it. It made her feel all soppy and emotional.
Like right now.
Karana pressed her face to Dazac├óÔé¼Ôäós chest armor and clung to his metal-hard, bulky frame, unable to stop the little sighs of relief that issued forth from her lips. She couldn├óÔé¼Ôäót do squat about the ridiculous smile, either. The emotional weight of the past├óÔé¼┬ªwell, however long she├óÔé¼Ôäód been gone, suddenly grew wings and lifted from her shoulders, taking with it the images that had tormented her mental being: the explosion she├óÔé¼Ôäód heard on Ord Mantell, the imagined dead faces of her crew floating in front of her, Tir Kaarn├óÔé¼Ôäós dark gaze and cold skin, Xaxan Zadicus sneering triumphantly at her as he├óÔé¼┬ªwell, yeah. The memories settled somewhere in the darkest corner of her mind, and Karana locked the door after them. She├óÔé¼Ôäód been right to hope, right not to listen to Kaarn or Zadicus.
They were alive. He was alive. Everything would be ok. It really would.
She said nothing for a while. Even as she raised her dirty, cut-up face to grin stupidly into Dazac├óÔé¼Ôäós facemask, Karana remained silent. Mostly because she was too tired to form words, but also because she had no idea what to say. She was never good at putting emotions or feelings into words, and it was near impossible to do when she was tired. And she was beyond tired. She knew Dazac would understand.
Someone else came crashing through the jungle to join their party. Karana didn├óÔé¼Ôäót need to look to know who it was. No one made that much noise unless they were wearing ancient Atheiirnian battle armor. Twisting in Dazac├óÔé¼Ôäós arms, she managed a smile and a tired wave at Sam and├óÔé¼┬ªwho was that? Karana squinted again. A dude, with a semi-shiny bald head, a nifty-lookin├óÔé¼Ôäó heavy repeater, and a single green leaf clinging to the side of his shirt. She had no idea who he was, but he seemed to be on friendly terms with Sam the Iron Man. Karana wrote him off as 'decent and cool', and reminded herself to talk to him when she could string together coherent sentences.
They were all talking. About├óÔé¼┬ªsomething. She couldn├óÔé¼Ôäót put the words in order. That sleeping whispering thing had returned, and was egging her on towards unconsciousness again. She shook her head sharply, wincing when pain lanced through her skull. Wade was telling Dazac to carry ├óÔé¼╦£her├óÔé¼Ôäó, but he wasn├óÔé¼Ôäót pointing at Karana. Clutching her head, she followed his finger, and├óÔé¼┬ª
Well, would you look at that. A chick. In armor. With pretty hair. Knocked out on the jungle floor.
├óÔé¼┬ªOkay, cool. Karana nodded. ├óÔé¼┼ôCarry her,├óÔé¼┬Ø she echoed Wade, patting Dazac on the chest and turning away. She wasn├óÔé¼Ôäót sure why, since Dazac was just as capable as Wade was, but Karana summoned the remainder of her energy, shuffled away from her armored best friend, and collapsed back into Wade├óÔé¼Ôäós arms. Maybe it was because she still felt indebted to him for├óÔé¼┬ªwell, everything. Maybe it was because he├óÔé¼Ôäód been the only (with the exception of recent friends Sam, Myranda, and Jace) tangible form of comfort, safety, and friendship she├óÔé¼Ôäód had during her horrifying experiences the past month. Maybe it was both. Whatever the reasons behind her actions, she wasn├óÔé¼Ôäót budging. She hoped Dazac would understand that, too.
Someone said Fel├óÔé¼Ôäós name. Karana perked up long enough to blurt out his personal comm code, and then went back to drifting somewhere between consciousness and the Land of the Loony People Who Hit Their Heads Too Hard And Don├óÔé¼Ôäót Listen To The Whispering Voices Telling Them To Frag It All And Go To Sleep.