Fri Jan 28, 2011 3:23 am by Rhea
*With the threat of the impending battle and my thirst for the blood of Iniquitous, I had all but forgotten the comm from William before he had left, upon arrival, I had felt the all too familiar of longing that I normally felt upon seeing him, however, after seeing his reaction upon seeing me, it had all come crashing down upon me with a rage more fierce than it had upon first reading it, the raw emotion on his face failed to hurt me as much as the movement toward his saber, before now, I would have believed that I could have convinced him of the sincerity of my confession, but now, now I knew it would be wasted breath, I did not know where that left me, suddenly, once again, I felt alone in the cold, I had no where I truly belonged, for when my brothers found out how I deceived them, deceived William, they would surely think that same as he had, that I was seeking a way to betray them, but they would pour scorn most of all on my treatment of him, that much I was sure of, which now left me on borrowed time.
Suddenly, my excitement for battle, my lust for the blood of Iniquitous had all but left me, there was not a single sense of self preservation left in me, and as my writer was feeling very tired today, she decided to make me emo├óÔé¼┬ª
I suddenly felt tired, very very tired, in my short life, I had known nothing but betrayed and pain, and that was going to end today, before I could hurt anyone else I cared for, and before I was caused more emotional pain, I would help defend my brothers, and at the point I knew they were safe, I would allow someone to take my life.
I moved toward the speeders, taking a run up and leapt upon one, and followed Reign, not once gazing longingly at his wonderfully toned bottom, not once wanting to sink my teeth into them├óÔé¼┬ª*