Fri Jun 03, 2011 1:59 pm by Rhea
*The door closed leaving me alone in the tiny windowless cell, I was frozen, wet and in pain with everyone of my sense either being assaulted or deprived, I had no sight, for in this windowless room, if I held my hand before my face, I was unable to see even the faintest of outlines, the high pitched whine that was being played into the room at full volume was causing such a pain that it felt as if burning hot needles were being pushed through my ears and into my brain, I was frozen to the bone and being as wet as I was only amplified the cold, the overwhelming smell of stale urine was burning my nose and making it hard to breath, for the first time in many many years I felt an overwhelming sense of vulnerability and weakness.
I rolled onto my hands and knees and held my left hand aloft before me, stretching my arm and fingers out at full length and began to slowly crawl forward trying to find a wall, as soon as I felt it, I sat myself down with my back against it and pulled my knees unto my chest and bought my hands to my ears to try and shield them from the sharpness of the noise but all it did was dull it a little, there was no escaping it completely, I needed to keep my chin up as high as I could to try and not suffer the full effect of the pungent urine that soaking my clothes.
I needed to try and think of a way to escape this mess, but the noise was making any productive thought impossible, there was no need to think about the choices offered me, there was no choice to make, I would say nothing, I would not betray my brothers and sisters, there was no question about it, they could do what they wanted, but I would not let them down again, never, not only would I never betray my brothers, but above all that, I could not bring myself to betray William anymore than I had already, I would rather die.
Tired, cold and in pain, I curled into the foetal position and lay myself down, but alone with my thoughts and the exhaustion caused my thoughts to run away from themselves, they were blowing way out of proportion, I had told Eversio not to contact me, and that I would contact him when I could, how long would it be before they noticed I was missing? After the way I had let them down, would they even bother to look for me? Would the rebels use my comm. Link and impersonate me and lure them into a trap? Would they fall for it? Was I going to die without ever having explained to William what had happened and how I really felt? I had not had the chance to right the wrongs of my life; I was not ready to die.
As the thoughts and concerns whirled around my mind like many mini tornados, leaving me unable to process a single thought, the door to the room made a low swoosh as it began to pull back and open, I sat myself upright and pulled my knee├óÔé¼Ôäós to my chest and held my hands against my eyes as tightly as possible as the lights that encircled the walls activated filling the room with a bright white light than began to burn my retina├óÔé¼Ôäós like glowing hot needles, I closed squeezed my eyes closed as tightly as possible but still it bought very little relief, I heard the clang of metal hitting the floor and jumped back before trying to open my eyes just enough to get a glimpse of what it was, the pain in my head was growing worse now, it felt like my skull was being stretched from the inside out, but I clenched my teeth together as tightly as I could and persevered as i looked around searching the room, by the door was a metal mess tray with some kind of casserole or soup sitting in it, to the side was a bottle of clear liquid, for obvious reasons I did not trust this lot, so I sat there staring at the food but refused to eat it, they could have been trying to poison me or tainted the food with some kind of truth serum.
At the end of the ten minutes, the leader entered the room once more and lifted the tray, behind him came a rather young looking guard carrying a stool with him, he placed it down in the corner of the room and stood beside it with a gloating expression on his face, the leader looked down at me with a knowing smile upon his face and took a couple of mouthfuls of the contents of my tray and washed it down with a mouthful of water before placing the tray back on the floor and sliding it over towards me.
I watched him silently for a moment as he took a seat near the open door where two more guards had stationed themselves, stun batons at the ready.
I fixed a stubborn glare upon his decided to let him know where he stood.
You had just as well kill me now as I will not tell you anything you wish to know.
[NPC]General
Rhea Rhea Rhea, you have so little faith in our abilities, your great order have not managed to halt any of our plans or attacks so far have they? And you are all force sensitive are you not? We have only grown in strength and numbers and have proceeded to cause you all a great many problems, we will not kill you Rhea, you are far too valuable to us alive, you see we will make you beg for death to take you unless you tell all we need to know, and of you do not, we will use you to draw the others to us, so you see Rhea, one or another, with or without your help, we will get what we need.[/NPC]
As the aroma of the meal hit me, my stomach began to rumble, and seeing as he had eaten the meal and not run off or dropped dead, I pulled the meal close and began to force each spoonful into my mouth as quickly as I could, as much as I hated these people, and hated to admit it, but they could cook, the meal was lovely, I placed the bottle on the floor beside me and pushed the empty tray back over to the guards, I would keep the bottle as who knew when would be the next time they would give me a drink.
The guard who had carried in the stool lifted the tray and chuckled as he rose back to his full height and moved toward the general and whispered something in his ear, thanks to the sound they had been blaring into the room, my ears were ringing and I could not make out a single syllable they were saying, the general turned to the guard and with a smirk on his face he gave him a nod and stood up, the guard grasped the stool and went running from the room, with a curt nod the general stepped outside the door├óÔé¼┬ª
I hope you enjoyed your meal, you have your leader to thank for that!
*Laughing aloud the door closed quickly, closing before I had managed to reach it, immediately I began to hammer my fists against the door, screaming and shouting at the top of my voice demanding answers├óÔé¼┬ª.*
GET BACK HERE, I DEMAND YOU TELL ME WHAT YOU MEANT BY THAT EXACTLY, TELL ME WHAT YOU MEANT DAMMIT!
Again and again I hammered my fists against the door, kicking it as hard as I could hurting my foot, as the light flickered off, a white glow lit the room emanating from the wall beside me, I stepped back cautiously, staring at the wall confused as to what was happening.
Upon the white glow that appeared to be coming from behind the surface of the wall, came the clear image of Dumas Towers, the image was jumping but everything was clear to see, it appeared that the person holding the holovid recorder was running compelling me to watch, from the right of the cameraman appeared the general smiling brightly, he was talking, but there was no sound, soon they entered the building and took a lift to the top floor where they were met by another couple of guards, all smiling victoriously and began to lead the general into what appeared to be a boardroom, it was clear there had been one hell of a fight, there were baster and saber marks on the walls, smouldering furniture scattered around the room, the general began to make his way toward a group of men, all who were celebrating by patting each other on the back and embracing, pointing to the floor and cheering, my heart stopped.
Unconsciously my hands moved to my head, my fingers entangling themselves at the roots and I was pulling upon it tightly as my head slowly moved from side to side as I began to walk ever so slowly the few steps to the back of the room, the camera man moved forward following the general who was now amongst the men and appeared to be congratulating them, he turned to the camera man and waved him closer encouraging him to film what they were stood around, as the camera lowered, my head began to shake more frantically as the image of a boot appeared on screen, slowly the camera began to move up from the boots up along the legs adorned in black combats.
As I stood there watching the chaos unfold, it felt as if my throat had constricted preventing me from breathing, as if my heart had just suddenly stopped in my chest, however the thundering thumping of in ears proved otherwise, I wanted to turn away from the screen, to stop watching it if I turned away, then my fears could not be confirmed could they? If they were not confirmed, then it was not real, but I could not turn away, the fear of the unknown was worse.
Back on the screen the camera was now moving up around the waist of the body and there upon the belt was the silver Dark Jedi Order insignia belt buckle, I began to choke ripping out clumps of hair as I shook my head furiously from side to side screaming├óÔé¼┬ª
NO NO NO, I DON├óÔé¼ÔäóT BELIVE YOU! YOU DIDN├óÔé¼ÔäóT, YOU COULDN├óÔé¼ÔäóT├óÔé¼┬ª
I ran toward the screens the camera moved on the body moving over the shell spider silk black robes showing a hand that lay upon his chest still wearing the rune etched silver vambrace, moving up over the handsome strong shoulders to his neck, his luscious black hair lay across his neck and the floor surrounding his strong jaw and then up to his eyes, those beautiful blue eyes, Williams beautiful blue eyes, with tears streaming down my face I lifted my hand and began to run it slowly over his cheek and jaw as I peered into his eyes, those eyes the last time I had looked into them had been filled with such anger, such hate, and now I would never get the chance to make things right with him, to let him know that I was not trying to trick him, that my feelings were real, that I had not sought to betray him in anyway, now he would never know.
*I leant forward and in a whisper I made a pledge├óÔé¼┬ª*
They will pay for what they have done to you, this I swear, I will make them suffer as they have never suffered before, I would cause them a pain they never thought possible, each and every last one of them, their families and their children with die before them as they look on helpless.
As the screen went black I released a scream of pain, my left foot slipped toward the door, the anger building inside me was dark, most dark, it was coming over me in uncontrollable waves of rage, I wanted to rip their hearts from their chests as they still beat within their chests, I wanted to taste their blood as it sprayed from their arteries, I moved my right foot to join my left when the screen flickered once more, I turned to see the body of William laying upon it, behind him a small women in grey medical scrubs was busying herself laying metal implements upon a a tray upon wheels, I could not understand why they were showing me this, he was dead, they could not hurt him anymore, why had they bought him back here, why had they not left him for the brothers?
The woman began to push the trolley with the implements on over toward the table where he lay, and from the bottom left of the screen again appeared the general, himself with a trolley, but his was covered with a small sheet, he took a scalpel from her trolley and cut a hole into the left leg of Williams├óÔé¼Ôäó trousers, and passed her the scalpel back to the small woman, she leant across his body and began to cut away a lump of flesh away while the general pulled away the cloth revealing a pot sat atop a burner and lifted a small tray and held it beside the woman├óÔé¼Ôäós hand as she dropped the flesh into it, the general gave her a curt nod and tipped the flesh into the bowl and began to stir before pushing the trolley off down a long corridor being followed by the camera man, before long they pulled up outside a metal door where the general began to stir the pot once more, and then they ladled the contents onto a metal mess tray and placed a bottle of water on the side, he then passed the tray to the guard who was stationed at the side of the door, and stepped back, the guard hit the pad and the door opened, he then turned the light to the room on and placed the tray beside the door and closed it once more, ten minutes later, a guard with a gloating expression plastered over his face arrived with a stool, he opened the door and let the general walk in following him with the stool.*
*Immediately my stomach began to lurch and churn, I watched as the image on the screen changed to that of my cell and began to play over and over the images of me eating the concoction on the tray, I ran to the edge of the room and placed my hands against the cold hard stone of the wall and began to vomit over and over again├óÔé¼┬ª
How could I ever forgive myself for what I had done? It was impossible, how could I have done such a thing? I wanted to die, I needed to die, I could never live with myself, consumed with horror of what I had done, of what I ingested and trough the noise of vomiting repeatedly, I failed to hear the odourless gas fill the room, one minute I was crying uncontrollably, the next my head hit the wall contorting my neck into the most un natural of positions as my body began to slip down the wall, and falling into the puddle of vomit beneath me.*