Thu Mar 29, 2012 1:36 pm by Gannon no Lapay
*Master Riddick was not to be found: not in the time I spent seeking him out. But, if you consider it from another angle, Master Riddick was equally unsuccessful in meeting me. This question is meaningless, but because I am vaguely interested in ends in addition to means, I shall pose it anyways: was that good for him, or good for me?*
*Time was fortunate to me. I have learned much of the inabilities of this snake body that I now possess and, in a certain sense, desire to be rid of it. Yet as I sit here, here in this HoloNet cafe, idly occupying my mind with trifles of knowledge, I cannot act. I am not forced to act. I am, therefore, the powerless one. The pursuit of futility is an exercise I loathe, the propagation of Chaos an act that I have yet to really engage. I am disappointed and yet I persevere in my failures, numbing the discouragement with distraction. And yet, why is meaning so crucial? In the time that I have been idle, everything else by my silence has been equally tranquil. It is and will be the case that, when my time comes, I will engender in the masses such revolt that a time of greater Harmony will arise than ever before.*
*It is the sight of that Harmony's fall that I long for, to be quenched with even greater Chaos.*
*These musings of mine are tempered by the fact that I am still sitting here, reading the historical summary of the Galactic Empire's interdiction of the narcotic drug Kryotin. The article's post-script is filled with arguments detailing why it should-or-should-not be legalized once more. I idly peruse the more eloquent stands. Perhaps there is no need to birth Chaos anymore than already exists...? Brilliant minds waste their time speaking inconsequential words to the nameless throes of the galaxy, to no avail. For as many as support it, so many shall there be opposing it. This is the rule of symmetry at work in its most obvious form.*
*The thought of Kryotin strikes me afresh. What is it, again..?*
*A quick search of the topic and, after screening my results to exclude the obscure debates of the subject (how many people have heard of Kryotin at all, really?), I am able to delve into a chemical information page. And there, with no trouble at all, I am staring at a chemical structure. An aromatic ring and a few nitrogen functional groups, some fused non-aromatic rings and a pair of opposed hydroxyls...this structure is so simple, after all. Yet it binds to chemoreceptors in the brain (in a manner that is given in more detail than I could ever possibly be interested in later on in its information page) and causes no end of rage and grief about its legality.*
*I wonder...*
*Let me consider for a moment. For you see, the body can fabricate structures infinitely more complex than this one, to a degree of less than one in one thousand, even ten thousand, erroneous. Just consider DNA. Absolutely massive, compared to this. In fact (as I scan the page further) it is a mere plant that produces the raw Kryotin assay, which is refined later. I...I am much more complicated of a being than any plant. Truth be told, I cannot produce my own food from solar energy-- indeed, apart from solar energy, I cease to function well (although, thanks to Chaos Convection, I am able to artificially provide my own 'sun')-- but that is because I lack the biological equipment to do so.*
*What if I had that biological equipment? Surely, then, I would be able to? And, if I think back to Kryotin, and marvel at the simplicity of the structure that conceals to simple a poison, I realize one of the many things I've learned about this new body of mine in the time since I first took it from Ulupong in the equivalence act of Chaos Exchange. I myself excrete venom.*
*Somewhere in these venom glands of mine there must be some machinery that makes the toxins I secrete when I bite. So, and now we come to the crux, if only there were some way for me to modify or add to that machinery, to where I could also make the Kryotin in the same way as the plants described on this HoloNet page!*
*The dramatic thought is fully thought in jest, because I already have the answer-- for upon my ascension to the title of Dark Lord of the Sith as recognized by many, the Trial that I put myself through was the reading of the complete literature of Darth Sidious himself, a feat which took 360 hours. One of his tomes was The Creation of Monsters, which dealt with just such bioresearch as what I propose here. The Dark Side Compendium was a key influence of my formulative years as a Sith, and taught me things of the Force that would have taken a lifetime to discover. Of course, the ending of two of my lifetimes was also instrumental in opening my mind to the potential of the Force beyond the wildest imaginings. I learned the technique Art of the Small, which in the tongue of Chaos translates to Chaos Effect. I know it well, I remember it still: it was by this technique that the Jedi Vergere gave her tears restorative effect.*
*Now I will use it to do quite the opposite. I will use it to inspect my own organs, and I will change them. I am not helpless! I can give myself the necessary parts to make Kryotin! For venom is good, but its uses are limited. If I can change it...change it for whatever purpose I so dream up, then my ability to act with have been broadened. All things work together-- this I take as rigid fact-- and thus the way I shall do this is clear to me. I iterate the very thought: It was by the examination of Kryotin that the idea happened, thus it is by the implementation of Kryotin into my own body that I shall have success. The universe which resists the legality of this drug shall have it injected into them...by my own fangs.*
*The strike to action feels good. It feels right, and indeed the symmetry of it all tells me that it is so. This is how I should act. I retreat from the HoloNet cafe to my own rented quarters, where I have been living idly these past few months, and prepare a large meal for myself (snakes take a very long time to digest): I shall not interrupt my progress with food or excrement, my fatigue can be cleared by the Chaos Element of Rejuvenation and so it shall be a continuous period of work.*
*I know that meditation and cautious experimentation are the necessary means; for although the fire of dynamics burns hotly, if I follow it relentlessly I will likewise burn my motivation. I must take my time and produce a good, reasonable procedure. Nonetheless, you will also find no sense of hesitance in me, as I begin immediately to make my preparations.*
*The first step will be to use the meditation steps of Chaos Effect to determine my own venom's components and properties. I must understand how it is made before changing anything dramatically. And, moreover, it will give me practice with the technique before I begin to use it often. A necessary step.*
*The second step will be to begin planning the chemical's creation from abundant precursors that I find in my body. It will likely take several steps, and so I will need something that functions for each step of the way. Efficiency should be a proper goal here-- the Force gives me a sense of intuition, however, that it of great assistance in this sort of procedure. While I worked at Sith Alchemy in my younger days, it was always with the guidance of the Force that the rituals proceeded. This credence will not be abandoned now.*
*The third step will be to use the Chaos Effect to change the machinery. What enzymes and genes currently exist, I do not know. The first step will inform me of that. And from there I will take the planning stage of the second step in conjunction with this information...and begin to make tangible changes to my cells, in order that I might make this Kryotin a reality.*
*It is a plan, then. I have the means, and thus I shall begin my meditations.*
*It is, really, all too beautiful when events intertwine perfectly like this. And although I was merely following the course of the galactic tide, however small it was that I found myself in its eddy, I have no doubt that the consequences hereafter shall attain to quite some magnitude.*